I have been feeling way too deeply lately.

India changed me. Support raising has changed me.
God has relentlessly exposed my heart, destroyed my “dreams”, and pursued my devotion.

This is all so fascinating. I never thought I would desire to do the hard things. I never thought I would actually choose to put my all into making disciples. But props to you, God.. apparently you can capture the most preoccupied of hearts.

Now I will eat a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

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Tomorrow I will be 20. I would like to give a special shout out to my mom...

thanks for giving birth to me, mom - you're a real champ!

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Do you ever feel scrambled?

Do you ever wonder if you've been obedient enough?

Do you ever wish that you hadn't waited until the last minute to start your Senior paper???
HA!

How does this sound for my title?:

The American Christian: Espousing a Political Ethic Permeated by the Radical teachings of Christ

Once upon a time there was a young caterpillar who loved to be alive but knew very little about how to live.
One day he noticed all of his friends making cocoons -
so he made one too and got inside of it.
finally the day came for him to emerge & fly off into the sunset.
He wiggled his way out
and fell to the ground
looking very much like the same caterpillar
he had always been.

i am a caterpillar.
Cbu is my cocoon.
Is two years long enough to grow wings?
Maybe I should buy a jet pack.